huargh... there's a little thing dat might be a next problem. i don't know why. i didn't meant to tell his younger sister about us. he frequently told me to keep silence about us. i know. For everything that he do, there's must be a thousand reasons why. i won't ask him a lot. i just follow his instruction. even we didn't declare to a couple lover, but, i do understand for everything he ask for.
yurp. i do love him. so much. but, i dont' know how about him. he chose a different way. which is i never found dis way before with other guys. he was so weird. but, when i think back,i think that its much better. back on the top. the problem? why it could be a problem? i didn't meant to post at wall of "kami si blogger" about my latest entry. i just wanna ask them to follow me back. but, accidently, his younger sister also there. was also the members of that group. she was the 1st person who entire read my post n like post! damn! she might tell about this to her bro. what should i do now? for sure his bro will ask me later. damn! but, i really hope that wanie could be keep it as a big secret for the happiness of her bro n me.
huarghh...
but, he should know what i've been screamin out for. i need to trash it out. it made me feel better. i want to show how happy i am, the greatest of happiness that i felt for ryte now. i can't tell at at my frens fb. i can't show to others that i am so happy for ryte now!! so, i let it written by me here.
sayang.. i would like to dedicated this song to you. hope u know what song it is.
: " I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't doBut I continue learningI never meant to do those things to youAnd so I have to say before I goThat I just want you to know
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to beA reason to start over newAnd the reason is you
I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every dayAnd all the pain I put you throughI wish that I could take it all awayAnd be the one who catches all your tearsThat's why I need you to hear
I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to beA reason to start over newAnd the reason is you " sorry syg. i never meant to.
Sometimes not all things in life are valuable, then I realized that the only valuable thing in my life is YOU...
love faiz
